2019. december 1.

on not getting anywhere

Progress is but an illusion
I don't feel a single step farther
on the road of personality development
(whatever that may be in my case
but let's just say becoming 
something more of 
a loving and lovable person)
than I was in May.
My life has no more meaning, and
I don't have more resources to try and figure it out.
I am not stronger or steadier.
If anything, I am weaker and moodier.

Sometimes I wonder 
why there are still people around me
who don't give up on me.

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