More and more often
(let's say, twice a day at least)
I am overcome by sheer hatred
against him and her
which then turns back on me
every single time
without fail
since, obviously, where else could it go?
This can only kill me
(and the emphasis may well be on either the kill or the me)
But I have no idea how to fight it
and, frankly, not much inclination, either.
I tell myself that it will just go away
but I know it won't. There are way too many people
carrying on with never resolved issues
for decades.
Maybe "working on them" could help
but maybe not. I have no idea how to do it,
and I can't pull myself out of the swamp by my hair anyway.
And anyway, why would I deserve a better fate than the many
who have gone through and became crippled for life
by the same evil?
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