2022. március 6.

So much has happened in so little time
once again
something I didn't expect
it feels like two years ago

There is a war next door

I wonder what to do
it would be great to host someone in the other room 
as long as I don't need it

Meanwhile, I went back to the last medication
and it works like charm
I don't feel particularly good about it
obviously I thought I was tougher than this
alas, I am not

Meanwhile, my days of not working did not go unnoticed
I'll have to do it a lot more consistently

Meanwhile, S. told me some great news
he met someone and may start dating her
a Finnish girl
I can't help smiling whenever I think of them
and so hope that it works out
partly because S. deserves some requited love so much
(don't we all, but still, his past isn't exactly happy in this aspect)
and partly because he is worried sick for his friends back in Moscow
and the places he knows and loves in Ukraine