Eventually I've got a half-hearted invitation
(it's probably more of under-organisation than half-heartedness)
but if I think back on this year
my heart sinks
and if I think of the coming one
it sinks even farther.
So no
I really don't need happy-clappy people around me
living more or less the life they wish to
and they don't need me there either.
But
I got rid of the double bed this morning
a friend took it apart and home as long as it sells
I can so feel the Someone Else's Problem shield on it from this moment
I took the divorce paper from the post office
and had a surprisingly enjoyable lunch with N.
followed by a not too good mulled wine on Dóm Square
And then my last set plan for the day
was to kill myself off Facebook
but it cannot be
because from yesterday on (!)
there is no way to register with only a phone number
so deactivation it has to be
as appealing as deletion would be.
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