on falling apart

I just had a look at my Drafts here

never suspecting what laid ahead

and found the never-published post

from the day on which we started going out together

containing all the bliss

This called for a half piece of med#2

which is fine for tonight certainly 

giving myself compassion & all the help needed
blah-blah

but will there be a time when such occasions will 

no longer 

call for any special distraction/help

I wonder