2020. augusztus 4.

on depression, part 3

(Disclaimer: I should’ve said earlier
but at least now I do—
I was never diagnosed with depression
so my use of the word is more in the common way
than in the professional sense)

Sometimes a little impetus (momentum?) goes a long way
yesterday I had to go to the work meeting
and once I was out
it was easier to manage everything that needed moving around
(shops, getting some stuff back from N.)
the key in these cases is 
never to let the idea of
“I'll do it later” creep in
because once I’m at home
only the next non-negotiable meeting 
will blow me out

At home I could then happily resume 
laziness extreme
(but only after frying a spinach frittata
washing and hanging out two loads of laundry 
and feeding all the plants)

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