2020. december 26.

on Christmas

(I wrote this two days ago, I think, just forgot to post somehow)

So far this is an unexpectedly nice Christmas
my parents are so light-hearted
I found myself wanting to hang out in their company
a thing I can't remember wishing to

Politics come up a bit too much
Mum's furious

My demons, of course, show up from time to time
the disappointment 
the rejection
I wonder if they'll ever leave on their own accord
because casting them off is not a pheasible option

And spiritually I am nowhere near Christ(mas), either
not that it was a surprise


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