2020. november 21.

on purpose

Tonight at the CLC gathering 
we were given a few questions 
on our experiences about God
and his guidance
and where we feel the journey leading further on
what more we'd want to accomplish
and from that, the purpose of our life

and I had to admit once again
that I can't sense any development 
if I were to die tomorrow, so be it
I can't even imagine
what I could wish for
not where I could be in a year or five or ten

and I lost hope of ever knowing it either
deep inside it's all the same 
quicksand 
I am just building upon it
because I need shelter
but sooner or later it is 
bound to come crashing down
upon my head


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