I called together a house-blessing (?) liturgy and party for tonight
spent most of yesterday with the preparations
there will be a full house, even to overflow
and this morning I had to admit to myself that
even party preparation is a lot more fun
and a lot less stress
if one isn’t alone in it
there is a lot more to do
I will be exhausted by the start of it
(and I better not think of the washing up yet
that will take up most of Friday morning)
I also regret all the nervousness
I ever felt and showed towards Á.
in similar circumstances
Why do I inevitably come to a point
to resent all my endeavors
every time I set out for something
just a bit beyond my comfort zone?
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