on having a grown-up job

On Wednesday I signed my contract

with G. from the Reformed university chaplaincy 

(not it that capacity though)

for setting up a webshop for fairly traded stuff

and some marketing

I was given a very handy list of tasks

and a free hand beyond that

it's almost exciting 

certainly a nice feeling

to have a job that's a cause as well

and one with some trust and responsibility involved

It also raises the question of remote work

when, where, how

so as I don't get totally sidetracked

And also allows me to turn that idea into reality

Meanwhile 

the relationship with B. is still on

with all its joys

but I still can't see myself as half of a couple

and that's pretty troubling