Reflux

I should probably count it a blessing: 

finally some bad enough consequence

(of eating chocolate spread by the quarter-jar-ful)

if my weight and horrible PMSs and wavering energy levels weren’t enough

(which apparently they aren’t)

to stop

Meanwhile, in front of a second-hand clothes shop today

I fell into sheer panic

from the fact that the kid shall have to be clothed (?!)

I very quickly refocused on this amazing podcast

but it is a bit disturbing

it really crossed my mind that maybe I should revoke my application