I'm starting to bore myself

but it's still the overwhelm

on an almost permanent basis

basically any time when I am not doing something

too much

good things, every one of them

but 

TOO 

MUCH

Most of it is the mental workload

too much to keep in mind

to try to fit into a tight schedule

also, too many people asking for my attention

good friends, every one of them

but

TOO

MANY

(for the time being)

It's a rare occasion when I feel 

some emotion in my body

but this I do

like some low-level humming in my head

white noise, disabling clear thoughts

or grey fog, offsetting clear vision