on the heat

I was quite content with the less-than-summery temperatures so far

knowing full well that I'll have enough time to get fed up with it, whenever it starts

and alas, it took about two days :-)

But so far ot was only hours at the worst places:

the forest was fine, just like the cars and the house

but then I arrived home

and it's close to unbearable

and even closer to that with the mess at my room

so after cooking a bag of (pre-made) gnocchi

and attending a good one-third of a mass

I just listened to a BBC crime drama

and played 2048

Oh yes, and put away the clean clothes

which came with scratchy reminders

from last week's cacti-repotting :-(

Update at 3:20 am:

Trouble is, I find this over and over again

it only takes about half an hour

from getting home in a more or less normal state of mental energy

to losing my interest more or less completely

Add to this that I've been up 

wide awake

around 3 am

for the last week or so

and have a recurring mouth ulcer for at least a week again

and you'll get a pretty worried me

again