2021. június 18.

on hope & joy

By God's grace
I am not unable to feel joy 
(or anything else for that matter)
like depressed people are 
(I am told)

it's just that the level to which I default
once the joy is gone
is quite a bit lower than it used to be

also, I am more inclined to take things personally
like L's silence
or the fact that N didn't ask me about hiking (twice)

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